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Guess wht , no one actually noe tht im doing all those things for him . Ppl tot im doing for myself but no im not . I always say to ppl dun change becos of me but change for you urself . Im not changing for him . Im changing for myself . But its only tht some things i did just link to him . Saying abt him , reminded me my dream . I wanna leave home badly cos i dun wish to see my parents . They are just fucking irritating . Wan to revise hw also cannt . They keep nagging tht i only noe how to play com , dk how hlp them But they didn't noe how stress im alr  have and only noe how to nag me . They didn't noe tht how scared i am but only noe how to nag . Enough le hor . My patience is limited . One day i could jus leave home like this . Im waiting my dream to be true . I hope its gonna be true ! I really wan leave home ! Idw to stay at this hse le ! Sick and tired of it ! I really pity my brain cell . I guess , before dream happens , im alr dead cos they killed my brain cell ! Hmph ! :(

Tmr's history paper . I ytd night revise abit . I today revise all . Im gonna burn midnight oil tonite . These few days , im burning midnight oil for all my papers . I hope to do well . I hope to go express . I wan my express . Can ? Im really working vry hard for it le . I dun wish to hav disappointment . Scared of it alr . 13 yrs on Earth , wht i received is disappointment . I wish to hav miracles . Miracles in relationship , miracles in promoted in express this yr . I only hav  simple wishes . I hope i can hav those wishes to be true . I dun nd alot but i only nd 5 . 5 wishes are really enough for me . I dun wish much but jus a simple life and this is my 6 wish (:

幸福 ，是需要自己掌控的 。幸福 ，是需要自己争取的 。幸福可以很简单 ，因为只要你在我身边 ，我就是世界上最幸福的女孩 。 现在 ，我只需要你 。需要你给我更多的快乐还有很多很多 ，让每个女生都羡慕死 。I wish to find tht kind of happiness . I wish to hav him . But can i ?? Im afraid of holding things might not be true . Really terrified . I hope tht im only holding false hope . Imma scared of it le ...

I tested a quiz . My result : 你是属於水果香形象
你充满自由愉悦的气息，总是沉溺左游乐场当中，像个天真无邪的孩子。有你在的地方，整个气氛都会兴奋起来，所 以你是聚会中不可或缺的人物。虽说你个性开 朗，受到大部份人的喜爱，但别人一般认为难以跟你成为亲密好友，即是说，你给人的印象只是个搞笑能手。有些人觉得你爱玩弄别人，依赖性又强，所以不太愿意 亲近你。不过，真正的你其实十分成熟稳重，正因透彻了解你的人不多，所以知己朋友也相当少。Playground , my beloved place . The place im really childish . The place i enjoyed playing since young . I dun nd alot of ppl to noe me . I just nd some and they are true to me . I dun wish to be matured . But sometimes , i guess , i am . I noe i depend on ppl alot . And i hav to thank them for letting me depend on . I noe i joke alot . But it doesn't mean tht im hard to mix with . You dw mix with me is ur taiji but dun anyhow hav this kind of impression when i dun noe me well .

Its time to continue with my history . I hope to get the " support " frm him . I hope tht i could finish my revision quickly and sleep . Im tired :x And tmr's still a monday . I hope i wun sleep in class tmr . I dun wish to sleep during recess and lunch cos i wanna revise my history . I shall play this again . If my dream gonna be true , i'll get the support frm him through any ways till i finish my history . If halfway , god / he thinks tht im okay with it alr , i will be sleepy . Let fate decide this and see if its true anot (: