Boring Sun

Tired of everything ,shag ttm everyday . Sleeping suppose to be hlping me relieve stress . Why im still so tired ? Wht i can say now is , having a crush is really difficult . The feeling really sucks . Only can imagine me with u tgt , but this doesn't happens .

Can i ask god the kill my brain ?  Can i ask god to make me stop thinking of him ? Vinegar , it taste good for some ppl ? XD For me , no good no good . I would rather hate vinegar or kill vinegar XD I received his msg ytd before i slept . He made me unable to sleep so i msged him . He offered to pei me count mehmeh sheep :D He went childish le oh ! :p

Im trying hard everyday , not to fall apart . Idw ppl to fix me back cos i noe it will not be you fixing me back . I always wanted to noe , how important i am in ur heart . Strangers -> 0% ? Or wht ? I always think tht being strong is fun . Being strong is easy . But after trying to be strong , after being strong , I guess , being a normal girl suits me more . Being strong , doesn't mean tht u hav happiness . Being strong , doesn't mean u will hav wht u wan . Being strong , doesn't means tht u wun be hurt . Instead of being hurt , u will hurt even deeper . Being strong , it only shows ur fake side . Being strong , showing a smile , a fake smile rite ? Normal girl suits me more i guess . Being hurt , cry le and be happy again . Normal girl , smile whenever u wan , cry whenever u like (Y)

I guess , im gonna be childish again . Or i should say , i will continue to be childish :D Dear god , I hope this childish girl , me , will hav my dream true and will hav a happy ending in relationship C: I take relationship srsly . Dun hurt me with tht . Im scared of it . Make me believe back there's happy ending in relationship again . Im scared of crying due to relationship problems again . I hope tht i can be back to the hyper me . No problems , no nth and hav my beloveds and him with me and hav a simple and sweet life . Simple wishes , i hope u will grant for me ♥

Boy , since i've made up my mind waiting , i hope its worth . I dun wish to hav a broken hope again . Sick and tired of everything . Show me , despite giving me a little hope . A little hope will make me hold onto my dream and try not to give up on it . Boy , i hope in the end , its a happy ending . I hope everything will be like my dream . I hope everything will last cos i believe my heart wun change ♥

I envy her alot . I envy his ex . They are once his ex . They are once tgt . But me ? No bahh ... Im childish enough to think tht my dream WILL happen . I always hope tht it will . But due to time , i still cant see hope . I'll wait . But idk will it happen anot . For her case , u all stead for months . If dream is gonna be true , i just hope everything will last forever