没勇气

乐观的人 ，不一定坚强 。乐观的人 ，不一定真的开心 。只是他们选择乐观地面对 。只能说 ，我不在乐观看待一切 ，现在 ，我对每件事有感觉了 。是件好事还是坏事呢？今天拿了部分成绩，只能说我又哭了。Home econ : 27.5/40
English : 49/100
Science not confirm . Haven get section C . Section A+B : 22.5/30

原本拿到科学和Home econ 的时候没事的。拿了英文才开始哭的。可是这次我很乖吼。没哭的很残。只能说我没放更多的心思，成绩不理想哭也没有用。只想跟自己说加油，以后再努力 :D
Miracles , i wun believe them anymore le . Whenever i started to believe it , wht i hav is disappointment . I wun care abt miracles le . 13 yrs on earth , no miracles will happen to me . GIve up hope in it le . Like i give up hope in my results for this common test like tht . Like i give up hope in my dreams . I guess wht ppl say are true . We dream cos we wun see it happening . I guess im no longer the special one .

I shall not think too much i guess ? Ytd , bo think of him jiu sleep le . Something happen at night . I keep waking up at night . Woke up thrice . In the end morning quite tired . I guess nd think of him le . Idw keep waking up + cramp . Currently 10.38 pm . Serenthia going to my lalaland alr (: Tmr meeting primary sch friends . Excited . Hope to see them . Miss them much . Nite peepos . I hope tmr is a good day for all of us ♥