Im fucking extreme dulan today

" Tired of everything and hoping dream will just come and stay"

If everything can be alright , i wun feel so angry anymore . Today , srsly , i began to hate die my sis . And srsly is really hate . She ask me pei her go buy sim card . And pei only . Not hlping her to buy . In the end she wan me hlp her buy .　Dulan max . Den i dw hlp her buy she jiu throw tantrum . In the end call father . Father wan me go home if she dw go . In the end i go home le he ask me go down ask her come back again . Ask me go down again still okay leh . But den for no reason tio beat by her . Den go home father dun let me go in somemore . Becos of her also ! I did nth wrong sia . And i haven eat dinner just to go down leh . He still lock me outside ! In the end he let me in but left Stella out . Sibei kiampah leh . Hate die parents sibei much sia . Hope dream quickly come true , quickly leave this hse . I just wish to enjoy life . I dun wanna hav such a fucking life . Its just so terrible staying at home and facing them . Actually mood not bad de in the end tio ruin by them . Dk kill how many brain cells alr lor .

Cant go for Arron's 签名会 . Sian . Miss another chance again . Haish .. My table was full of Arron's picture den im gonna miss a chance . Oh gosh . Cry le luhhh . Haish .. Pathetic . Life had been pathetic for me nowadays .

Dear brain cells , i dw to kill u but u hav to be killed by ppl . I noe being my brain cells damn kelian cos ur life is hard and if u wanna survive long , i noe its difficult . Sry for kiling u but i dun hav a choice either . Hence , dun blame me .

Your owner .

Currently 11 . Shall hav an early 11:11 before i go into my dream .
Dear 11:11 , I hope my life wun be pathetic any longer . Im waiting for happiness to come . I dun wish my brain cells to suffer anymore alr . Pathetic life , pathetic brain cells . Hopefully tmr is another better day for me . Time to sleep . Nites ppl , imisshim ♥