Heart pain ..

 

 " Heart pain while listening your songs . Im just a lousy fan of yours :'( "

Ytd , i went for Arron Yan's 签名会 . I dun hav the time to buy the album !! Hmph ! In the end took Cheryl's album for him to sign . Shook hand with him . He smile at me !! Srsly ytd was the best day for me . Arron Yan leh !! Today got his musical party de . I got the ticket but cant go :'( Heart pain leh !!! Sibei pain ! Haish .. :'( Cried when listening to his songs . Heart sibei extreme pain .. Heart shattered cos of broken friendship .. Now heart shattered even worse when i cant go :'( Sry Arron , Im a lousy fan of urs :'( I noe i cant get ur signature on my my album now . But i will still buy cos i want ur album although i hav the songs in my phone . I will hope tht nxt yr either u release a album and come to Singapore , if not is fahrenheit release album and come to Singapore . i die die also wun miss this chance anymore . Haish .... :'( Arron attend the dk wht show . Watching now :D

I wonder how long i bo see u alr . Ever since me and her quarrelled ? Abt 1 wk le bah ? Missing someone sucks . Saw Arron on the tv .. I cried .. He rocks max luhh ! 虽然喜欢他只是单单两年多 ，但对亚伦的喜欢 ，跟喜欢他很多年的粉丝一样 ，或许还有可能比他们还喜欢亚伦呢 . After seeing Arron , i like him more . Of course for me to stop crying becos of Arron , i start to think of him . Not Arron but the one i hav been saying in my blog almost everyday (: I cant think of Arron when im crying cos it will be worse . But he is my motivation . Or should i say both of them is my motivation . I wonder why i took him as Arron . Is it becos i like Arron and took him as Arron cos i like both of them ? Motivation frm both of them could really make me feel more confident and i could really do something well and fast . (Y) Nice leh :D Somemore i see Arron before liao . More confidence :D Teeeeeheeeeee . I believe he will be aiming on her liao . I dun nd scared liao XD (Y) And i could change my aim . If this is so easy luhh .. 

This few days , Im just so emo ... Im having a pathetic life . Im having a stupid mood which is damn fucking emo . Im gonna be emogirl98 . Or should i say lonelygirl98 ? Haish .. Feeling like sleeping and forever dun wake up . I just hope tht thinking of both of u could really make me sleep soundly tonite and sleep until damn late tmr . I hope i wun cry in front of my parents tmr and try to be hyper . I dun wish to hav this lonely feel and all any longer ..