Dun think im just so brave

"永远不知道真正的幸福是什么时候降临 .. "

伤心不需要理由 .开心 ，更不需要理由 . 心情就是这样吧 . 有时开心 ，有时伤心 . 伤心的时候就大哭 ，开心时就大笑 . 哭的时候 ，眼泪往往不会轻易停止 . 给你再多的纸巾也没用 ，心碎了就是碎了 ，怎样补也补不会 . 开心时 ，不管什么事情发生 ，要微笑 ，一点也并不难 . 伪装 ，不再是我的工具 . 真实的我 ，不再伪装 ，不难相处 . 只不过脾气暴躁些 ，有时挺难相处的 . 但不管怎样 ，我还是以前的雅婷 . 

Today enjoy lots ! Firstly , Mr tan treated us kfc . He's leaving us cos he's going for NIE . 9 months leh . I wonder how im gonna survive without him cos he is the teacher who will help me no matter for wht . I wonder which teacher i could ask other then him for lending me tie if i forgot to bring . Everything seems to be disappearing . Although he is leaving for 9 months , but i believe 1C will rmb him and looking forward for the day he's coming back . And after eating free lunch treated by Mr tan , me and Ler ying went to IMM :D I finally found Arron Yan's album !!! :DD I damn hyper now ! I cant find his album at causeway point and today i finally found it ! Nxt fri im gonna go grab it ! Haha (: After finding the album , we went to the splash park XD I noe kinda childish but its really very fun :D Photos will be uploaded when i hav it :D Jus received a msg by him . I shock dao . My ringtone was like quite loud and den my room was so quiet as my sis was asleep and suddenly my phone rang . Almost jumped :x Thanks for making me laugh luhh :D I noe u wun see this but srsly thank you luhh . Teeeheeeeee .

Should i believe 11:11 again ? Is 11:11 able to be trusted again ? I hope to trust tht again cos i had really gave up hopes . I cant wait for time to prove to me tht everything could be fine . I dun wish my heart to shatter more and more worse anymore . I just hope tht someone could care for me , someone could just play with my hands everytime and tell me tht everything is fine , he's gonna be with me whenever i hav problems . Short wishes seems to be the most difficult ones to be fulfiled . Shall i just let time to decide everything ? I shall dc much ? Yea i think i should . Serenthia , stay as hyper like today . Stay as happy as today . Despite all problems , hav a smile and hav the guts to face everything . Be the brave girl u once was . Be the happy girl  u were last time . Let god decide ur life . Change it if u could but let fate be . U cant win them but at least wht u could do now is to study hard , dun disappoint all the teachers who teach u and set high hopes on you . Face everything bravely and smile always ♥