" 不管心疼還是怎樣 ，日子還是要過 .
不管開不開心 ，最後還是需要勉強地笑一个 . "
从昨天開始 ，心不在焉 . 看了以後 ，果然全身不自在 . 说過不要再想你 ，我最後還是想了 . 昨晚 ，在進入梦里之前 ，想你了 . 但想到她部落各所写的 ，我哭了 .叫自己不要再在乎你的一切了 ，我還是没遵守諾言 . 人家說抱着枕头 ，代表想念一个人 . 最近 ，晚上 ，我都會抱着枕头 . 不然晚上會睡不着 . 昨晚 ，我成功地睡着了 . 但是是想着你才睡着的 . 原本睡得好好的 ，但不懂为什麽今天早上5点时起牀 ，发现枕头不在身边 . 结果找到枕头 ，要抱着它才能继续睡 . 今天在学校 ，一整天在读故事书 . 读着小说 ，能让我想到的 ，就是我的梦 . 想了 ，心就痛 . 我几时才能開心 ？几时我的心才不会痛 ？
现在的我 ，胃口不好了哦 .. 心痛 ，確实不好受 .. 好希朢现在就能结束自己的生命 . 雅婷啊雅婷 ，该忘记他了 . 時间久了會变勇敢的 . 時间久了會忘了他的 . 或许失去了才懂什麽叫珍惜 . 后悔真的来不及了 ... 整天心疼也没用 .Its time to cheer up alrights ? Ur mood has been really much more better this few days . Why tht kind of mood is back again ? Forget abt him . Both of u are just strangers . Of course its difficult to accept the fact tht both of them had been tgt before . Heartache noe-ing they had been tgt before ? Why den ? Not worth de hao bu hao ? Friendship this kind of things nd time also de . Since in sch can be so happy le , why cannt be at home ? Be a guaikia hao bu hao ? Stay at home , stay happy and guai guai do hw . Hopefully rainbow could really appear soon . " 開心是一天 . 不開心也是一天 . 干脆開開心心地過 . "
Im just a normal girl now . Im waiting for happiness . I just wanna be the real me . I just wish to change my fucking mood . God , Serenthia dw tough challenges . Serenthia dw stupid , emo mood . Serenthia just want to be happy and hyper . Serenthia wan everything to be alright . When Serenthia see ppl doing things successfully , she is really jealous . She jealous tht these kind of happy things cant happen to herself . She is jealous tht miracles doesn't exist in her life . She's sad tht she's no longer happy . Is life really so unfair ? Is life really sucks so much ? False hope always exist . Disappointment always exist but do rainbow exist ? Probably this is really call life . 13 yrs on earth , i had nvr faced reality before . Probably i had grown up le bah . Serenthia is facing the cruel reality on earth now . If she had really grown up , should she be happy or not ?
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