Day 23

Day 23 ---> Wishes


Wishes . I love to make wishes . I hope tht those wishes will gonna be true cos thts wht i hope . Wishes make me feel more motivated to do things tht i want . It makes me feel tht im not a aimless person . Sometimes , I do feel tht my wishes are impossible . And tht makes me more hardworking to prove to everyone tht it is possible and i did it . Idw ppl to look down on me . I wanna prove them tht the wish i made is possible although its difficult to grant it . And that is me , Serenthia . The girl who doesn't give up unless i receive the things i want .


Today's post was somehow meaningful ? Im almost back to the old me . Never give up unless i got tht thingy . But i think i had changed . Im scared of darkness . Idk wht had happen . When im outside , which is dark , I will start to imagine weird weird thingys . I dun scared of darkness last time . This happened recently . Idk wht had happened to me ... I suddenly feel tht im like a coward ... Scarly is because say too much 渡 , den now 产生幻觉 ... Sibei scary leh .. I wan cry le luhhh ... First time this kind of thingy happens ..


Dear 11:11 , I hope tht i will be fine after all . I can be scared of darkness , i dun mind . But i dun wish for 幻觉 . Its really fucking scary .  I hope tht i could sleep peacefully tonite , no nitemares , wun think of 渡 ...