Day 12

Day 12 --> The person i hate most / caused me alot of pain


Someone who caused me alot of pain . In friendship or relationship ? I shall share both :D
Friendship : Her . Her name starts with C . Actually our friendship wasn't long . We oni noe each other last year . We were in the same class and we very 有缘 . We were best friend since last year and idk the reason why our friendship broke like tht . Actually i did not even wanted to break our friendship . I noe its not my fault but u said till its like my fault . We took neoprints tgt , we go out tgt no matter wht but i wonder why after we had entered to sec sch , our friendship worsened and it broke like tht . I said i expected ur ans . I say i did not even care but in fact , no one noe im crying . I noe no one could understand me . I dun wish anyone to understand me but can i hav a bff ? Someone i could really trust . I jus wish to hav someone i could tell my secrets to . Someone who can comfort me when im sad . Someone who can lend me her listening ears . Is it difficult ? Yes , somehow i think its just so difficult for me ...

Relationship : Him . My ex . He made me cry one year . He is the oni one who is so pro which made me cry for one year . I hate you can ? No one so pro leh . Im sure tht you will be the first one and the last one who make me cry cos i will be happy . No matter wht . I wun cry frm now onwards . I will not be a cry baby anymore . No matter is in friendship or relationship . 我会带着笑容去面对一切 ，不在掉眼泪 . 我变坚强了 , 不在是以前那个爱哭鬼 .

I found out tht today's post was somehow meaningful . Yeah , i wun be a cry baby anymore . I will face everything with a smile . No matter wht is the result . I will hav my smile on my face . Im still the cheerful , hyper serenthia . This will not change again :>
Today's lesson was fun . There's lots of free period . Plus today went to esplanade . haha . Going to esplanade was not fun . I feel like vomiting on the bus . Den lucky got ler ying de sweets ^^ . Jus now eyes tio dian . Pain leh until now ! LOL . Tmr got drum . Looking forward cos long time dun hav le . Hopefully it will be a find day tmr ...